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How does he do this?

It's like he hasn't a care, hasn't a feeling in the whole world. Perhaps he doesn't know what he's doing; maybe he thinks he's being normal. Maybe he thinks I'm the one being like that.

But i'm not.

He got my hopes up so badly the other day, I was happy, I was smiling, I kept thinking about it, I couldn't wait to see him next.

Shot down.

Like an arrow.

So, how CAN he do this? To be totally honest, it's like he has schizophrenia.

Jesus, H. Christ.