I think the truth is that I'm afraid I'll get my heart broken. I've kind of decided that I will distance myself, a little bit. Not too much, in case. But I just don't want me feeling so much for someone who doesn't really feel the same way.

I just have this weird feeling. I guess I'll see what happens. Maybe I'm just not sure what to do. What to say. How to act. How far to go. It's been so long. But I really like him.

I'm the kind of person that if he told me that he liked somebody else, I would let him go. I would care about his feelings before my own. I would be the 'good friend' and not want to seem too clingy and eager, and say, okay, go to her. But I know I should fight for this. Something that I've wanted for a wee while.