Tuesday, June 5, 2012

the break up.


the thing about break-ups is that they completely rearrange your expectations; what you want, what makes you happy. did i really know what i wanted?

i've come to realise both my up and down-sides. like, i'm not a drama queen. i'm awkward. i'm super shy. i laugh often, sometimes in weird/inappropriate situations. i make puns out of everything (even the bad ones). i like to tell stories. i gossip. i'm affectionate. i like kissing cheeks. i quote a lot of movies. i find weird things funny.
maybe i'm an acquired taste.

but you know, now i feel somewhat set free. i feel a sense of hope that i will find something so perfect one day. no, no, not perfect but maybe so imperfect that it's perfect. someone who will love my imperfections and i them. there is a lot to me, a lot to offer. i like myself. i'm a pretty alright human being.

i'm only 22, and there's so much time ahead of me to meet someone. i was sad, i had my moment where i cried into my pillow and wondered 'what now?' but at this moment i've only got hope, which is the last thing i thought i'd have. i'm glad it happened, but it's time to move up and away.

coming soon: a list of things that i want. stay tuned. they include burt farlander from away we go. 

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