This ol' way.

Good night world.

you and me and this and i love you

You are every song that I've listened to for 3 years. Where was I before you? What did I listen to? You're this constant, you know, this constant laugh, this constant cry, this constant thing. I imagined life without you tonight and I was inconsolable. But that's what I have to remind myself about everyone. Don't take them for granted. You may not always be here, laughing at my jokes that I manage to nail, rolling your eyes at the ones I fail, consoling me, kissing me, hugging me, telling me the truth, pushing me, pulling me, spending too much money with me, motivating me, just being you with me. I want you to be here. I want it to just continue to be effortless, just being us, and being okay with it. I don't want an end in sight. I don't know where we will go and what we will be and what our destination is. But we're on this journey. Long or short, it's a journey. And I am okay with it. 99% of the time. Tonight is the 1% I am struggling. Tomorrow is a new day. I will be okay. 

we're half awake, in a fake empire.

"Turn the light out, say goodnight
No thinking for a little while
Let's not try to figure out everything at once
It's hard to keep track of you falling through the sky."

- 'Fake Empire', The National

If there's one song that makes me feel everything all at once, it's this song. So much appreciation. 

moods//playlists

my current playlist:

wake me up - ed sheeran
fake empire - the national
december days - tim hanauer
sara - fleetwood mac
so american - portugal. the man
show me what i'm looking for - carolina liar
bonfire heart - james blunt
dead sea - the lumineers
hard to concentrate - red hot chilli peppers
our own two hands - ben harper & jack johnson
back to you - twin forks
sea of love - cat power

My heart can break. When it does, it mends every time I look at your face. 

I know sometimes
it’s still hard to let me see you
in all your cracked perfection, 
but please know: 
whether it’s the days you burn 
more brilliant than the sun 
or the nights you collapse into my lap 
your body broken into a thousand questions,
you are the most beautiful thing I’ve ever seen.
I will love you when you are a still day.
I will love you when you are a hurricane. 

Clementine von Radics, “Mouthful of Forever”

the best.

"Save me, I'm lost, oh Lord I've been waiting for you. I'll pay any cost, save me from being confused. Show me what I'm looking for."

My latest fave for a road trip.
I want to show you what you're looking for, and save you from being confused.
Maybe it's right in front of you.
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