you and me and this and i love you

You are every song that I've listened to for 3 years. Where was I before you? What did I listen to? You're this constant, you know, this constant laugh, this constant cry, this constant thing. I imagined life without you tonight and I was inconsolable. But that's what I have to remind myself about everyone. Don't take them for granted. You may not always be here, laughing at my jokes that I manage to nail, rolling your eyes at the ones I fail, consoling me, kissing me, hugging me, telling me the truth, pushing me, pulling me, spending too much money with me, motivating me, just being you with me. I want you to be here. I want it to just continue to be effortless, just being us, and being okay with it. I don't want an end in sight. I don't know where we will go and what we will be and what our destination is. But we're on this journey. Long or short, it's a journey. And I am okay with it. 99% of the time. Tonight is the 1% I am struggling. Tomorrow is a new day. I will be okay.