you were the best one, of the best ones.

it's kind of funny, the way turning a year older can make you think. it's cliche, but it happens.

i turn 20 in exactly one week. (maybe not exactly but nearly!)

eeek.

you know how people begin to look older? you know how you see someone and you immediately place them in an age category? like, "she looks in her late twenties, he's in his early 30s..."

will i start looking like an 'early twenties' person?

i'm used to looking like a teenager. shiiit.

i wantloveneed 'me' time.

had an awkward night at work last night, fail.

drank wine, win!

walked to Shell at midnight, win.

got sore ears again, faaaaaaaail.

friend hijacked my facebook and made me a fan of Organised Orgies and numerous sorts, fail.

she made my hometown some place in Turkey, win.

i got picked on in my history tute on friday, megafail. I can't stop thinking about it, it is stupid. it made me feel stupid to the utmost because i could not say a word.

nothing but *nervous laugh* "um, i dunno."

faaaaail?