Friday, December 18, 2009

In My Life.


I read my diary like a book last night. It made me laugh, it made me smile, I loved it.
I'd only written about 10 pages but reading it made me realise how I've changed over the last two years that I've had diaries. I less focus on the negative sides to life.
It's good.
POSITIVITY.
I've always been positive though, because life's too short. Negativity in other people scares me a little. But I'm a massive worrier. My worrying makes me go a little crazy sometimes. I suppose it's in my DNA, I can't really help it. But you can attempt to change it, and perhaps make it a little better in the attempt.
I worry because I care about other people too much. People who don't worry either, a) have a knack for resolving problems without hurting people and without worrying, or b) don't actually care so much about other people and do whatever they, deep inside their own heart, want. They follow their own selves.

Naaaah. I don't want to run over other people in the attempt to follow through on my own wants and my needs.
So, in that case, maybe I'll keep worrying. Just a little bit. Not too much...I'll try get a healthy balance.
:)

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