shy people problems.

I can be shy. 

Sometimes I wish I wasn't so. Sometimes I think that my shyness is not the real me. That people are getting the complete wrong idea about me. Today I had like ten million awkward shy moments, and I ended up going home feeling like a completely different person.

Watching American Idol, home alone (save for le flatmate snoozing away in her bed at the moment) and wishing I could be out having laughs, drinks, deep and meaningfuls. Oh friends, why do you all have to move away?